Thanks Fay. I do feel a lot better coming on here and realizing, ok people can and do live with this every day, and apart from being a little angry with the hair gods, everyone is ok! I'm beginning to feel somewhat more normal, my anxiety is ebbing, and I'm a tad more accepting. I haven't lost all my hair yet, and I'm seeing a really great holistic dr. Who is treating the internal side of the autoimmune. It seems to be helping me feel better at least, even thought the hair loss isn't slowing at all. I'm actually thinking about a different career choice right now, something a little less in the lime light, but we will see how I feel when or if I lose it all. How do you feel being in such a public career? Hs it been tough or ok?