the question is not rude, I don't want anyone to see me with out penciled on eyebrows and at least thick black eyeliner, i'm embarressed and feel like a freak. I couldn't imagine how my fiance could look at me after seeing me like that and ever be attracted to me or to go out in public and not be totaly embarressed to be with me. I know its a horrible way to think but i can't help it, its ingrained into my brain just as deep as everyother negative thought in my head that i can't get rid of. my alopicia is something that was NEVER talked about, even in my family, and still isn't talked about, I never even told my family that it went from AA to AU. I guess i never learned how to deal with any of it. How do you deal with it?

Your profile pic you look beautiful!

oh okay . lol . i'm starting college too !! i start on the 30th of Aug. but my orientation week is the week before . i'm excited and nervous too , LOL , depending on the day <3

xxoxoo - Essence

hello (: how are you !?

xxoxoo -Essence .

I just wanted to stop by and say Hello. Just giving some love from a Native New Yorker. Have a great week. God bless you.

-Jet

Alyssa, what is the product you mentioned that keeps your eyebrows from rubbing off? Thanks!

Hey alyssa :) Im doing well today thanks :) How are you? Hope your having a sunny-er summer than we are, it's just rained everyday!! Darn England, typical really.
Take Care,
Liz x

Alyssa check this website http://www.hisandher.com

His name is Isaac and he works at "Cyberparlor" http://www.cyberparlor.com/
Hes sweet and great!

yay! can't wait to hear about them, i really hope you LOVE them like i do!!!!

i have gotten it at walmart/target/Kmart stores - sometimes its hard to find though .... its in the aisle usually with the benadryl and stuff like that.

allergy block - its this ointment that you put inside your nose, acts as a barrier for irritants like pollen and dust - kinda acts liek nose hair would.... its pretty effective and i use it if i am going to a place where i know theres lots of dust.

that's great, i'm glad you found some that you like :)
if you get them let me know how they turn out !! =D

Hey Alyssa hope your doing good, I have AA soon will be bald.

btw: you can get the forever young wigs for like 40$ at voguewigs.com!!! and the shipping from there is just perfect.. i got mine right away!!

thank you :)

yes, they are all wigs :) i don't have a single picture on here where i'm not wearing a wig. lol. most of the wigs i'm wearing in my pictures are from his&hers in California... they have a really nice selection esp. for minorities and hispanics... the website is: http://www.hisandher.com/

in a few of them i'm also wearing a synthetic wig from the forever young line, they're really soft and light and i love them but if you don't take good care of them, they don't last very long (which i don't so, yeah :P lol) so if you get one just try to make sure you take care of it and not throw it around like i do =X lol.

the wig in my sweet 16 pics is from wigs for kids but that's an old one, lol.

thankyou (: i personally think its the best way to be. are you okay with the condition? x

Thanx for the add
and no ive never thought about shaving the rest of, im happy with how i am xx