I just looked back on my first post here and guess what it said:
"Really struggling tonight, looking back at me before I lost my hair, and I was so damn beautiful I can hardly believe it. I feel like growing hair is like winning the lottery... does anyone know if people who have been completely bald have grown their hair back? I feel incomplete... I am afraid to go ahead with life, I feel fake without hair."
I can't believe I ever felt that way. Alopecia has changed my life in ways I never thought possible. I wouldn't ever go back to having hair if given the option. Alopecia has taught me to embrace myself, and my body, in ways I never thought possible with hair!
To those of you new to Alopecia... DO NOT FEAR IT. Grieve. Feel the loss. But know that better things are coming. It's all in your support systems, the way you view yourself, and having bald role models (that really helped me).
SO MUCH LOVE TO YOU! Message me any time!
I still can not accept the truth I guess T_T
it started in may. and I shaved my head two weeks ago.