ive been alopecia since i was 10 and now iam 21. ive androgenic alopecia and my head is almost bald now. due to the lack of knowledge about this disease i didnt even knew this was even a diseas since 18 and my conditions got worst. i have to go out with that because i cant afford wigs and cant wear scarfs for regional cause.  whenever i go out people ask me so many question like why you have less hair? why you're like this? they've never seen anyone like me. it makes me so sad. if i tell them its a disease they dont believe me and yesterday when i was going to college a woman on the road asked me and after hearing me she was like youre lying, she never heard of such disease. im a second year in college and everyday is a tough day for me. my studies are hampered too. moreover what hurts me most that my parents also doesnt even think its a disease they have never had the rush to take me to doctor or anything. it was me who went to doctor and came to know. recently i saw in a website that castor oil can help alopecia. ive started using it and my conditon started to improve then it again got worst.

it hurts so much whenever i go to a college function people doesnt even take a picture with me or talk to me cause i dont look good. i also dont have any friends at college cause of this. everyone thinks im weird and they even says me this. i dont want much hair, i just want to cover my scalp so no one stops me on road and ask me questions and look at me like a alien.