Hi :) ,

So i am in Netherlands these days, Doing my research project here. I normally don't like to talk a lot but here people ask me a lot about my scary and i used to tell them about my alopecia :P . Coz why not lol ! 

People are weird here to be honest, I am working in an international team of 12 people and getting different feedback from them about my looks kinds of scared me and hurt my feelings too.

See it took me a long time to accept who i am what how i look like. I am a person who never wears makeups so my face says the whole story about my condition (I have alopecia universalis just in case you guys are wondering). for one example few girls really pushed me to washroom to paint my eyebrows to convince be to get a eyebrow tattoo ! Please girls i love the way i look stop doing that :'( . 

Oh in dutch your insurance also covers your wig duh, so now they are actually looking for a wig for me. This is too much for me and i think i told them i love the way i am but they seems to be enjoying the whole process of making me feel awkward.

Any idea what should i do ??

They are super cool people and kind too but a bit too much for me. Should i just tell them again 'Please i love the way i am, stop doing that i hurts me a lot' ??

All suggestions are welcome !

Thanks in advance !