I don't want my hair to grow back and I know it sounds strange coming from someone who has had a head full of hair for 20 years. I was devastated when my alopecia really started kicking in. My hair started to regrow during my pregnancy. I have a partial left eyebrow, side burn, and hair in other places where I would rather it not be. I have grown to love my beautiful bald headed self. This is who I am now. I let go of trying to hold on to something that really doesn’t matter. Plus, I would…