I'm new to this site, but not to this condition. I've been dealing with this solo for at least 20 years. I am feeling so relieved and excited right now. Just knowing I'm not the only one. I have suffered in silence so very long. As I look back, I wonder how I've made it. Finally....I can BREATHE! I'm so thrilled to have been awakened from this dream or should I say nightmare. Sad to say, but when I look around; I don't see anyone who looks like ME! Thanks for giving me a place to share my…

I'm new to this site, but not to this condition. I've been dealing with this solo for 20 yeas. As I'm reading some of the posts, I can only say WOW. Wow because for all of these years I've felt like I was the only one . I'm feeling so relieved and excited to be able to share my thoughts and feelings. Its as if I've been awakened from a long dream or should I say nightmare. I look forward to going through the healing process with others. As I look around I just haven't seen anyone who looks…