for most of you, you kn0w what i mean by giving up love. i mean all the time i was growing up i always felt that in the back of my mind that no guy could ever love me because i was bald, there was just something about people with no hair. and im sure some of you feel that way. by the time i turned 20 years old, i was giving up even though i was still so young, it seemed relentless. thats when i got with jerry, the love of my life. me and jerry had already known each other for a couple of years, but this was amazing. i never knew so much love could be felt by two people. but here i stand 2 years later and yeah im getting married. he truly accepts me for me and doesnt care that i have no hair because like he told me once it just apart of who you are. im here to say never give up never. we each have someone out there, we may not just know it yet.

right now im so stressed out with the wedding details, dresses, tuxes, favors, decor, every little detail has to be right or i think i will burst. and the theme of our wedding is butterflies, b/c in the bible butterflies stand for new life. and on that day me and jerry will start our new life as husband and wife and besides i love butterflies. most thoughts that run through my head everyday are what can i do today to check another thing off the list. i hope i dont become like one of those bridezillas on tv haha. well thats all im sayin for today.