It amazes me how much we've changed. I can still remember the day I first met you & Allie was all over you. I can still remember the day we began talking and you told Alana " Deja's the only girl I want". I remember the day you asked me out. I remember our first kiss. The first time you said I love you. I remember the happiness I felt. But, someone where along the lines all of that changed.
I opened up to you about things no one ever knew. And, I didn't have to worry about your judgement bc deep down, I always knew you were my support system. You didn't care where I'd come from. You were concerned with where we were going. You never gave me the pity everyone else did. Because you knew the past didn't make me weak. It made me strong. When I told you of my family history, you told me " I didn't know any of that. You walk around like everything's okay". Your the reason everything was okay. You have me the motivation to say screw my past. All I wanted was you.
We're not together anymore. And I'm not going to lie and say it breaks my heart. But I will say, lately you tell me I've become a bitch. I haven't "become a bitch". I just stopped trusting you so now you have to climb the wall Everyone has to climb as well.
Your still my world though.