So again I havent had much of a chance to update on here much, I did throw up a few pictures of me teaching from this past semester at college and also some pictures out with my friends. I figured since my picture before had me with eyebrows I should change it, because I dont have them anymore.
So I keep finding or having people "tag" me in photos from the past. It's so much of a shock to see how much I've changed, and sometimes it makes it hard for me. I've tried to stay away from looking at them as much as possible though and am becoming more used to how I am now. I've lost my eyebrows and most of my eyelashes now, so theres really no other way I can change with that.
Sorry this blog is all over the place.
I'm getting excited for Houston and the conference, but also in a way I'm a little nervous. I've never met someone before with this disease who knows what I'm going through and how it's different. Sure being on here is great, but it's not the same as hearing a voice and seeing the person in the flesh and getting to share stories. I think it will be a little bit of shock though when I get to the hotel on thursday. I've never met anyone with the same condition and I'm going to be thrown into the middle of tons of them. I just hope I can find some people to spend time with while I'm there, which I'm sure I will.
One other major way this disease has changed me is that I've become shy. I used to be pretty outgoing, sometimes called the life of the party, and voted class clown in my high school year book. Now I'm more reserved and try not to draw attention to myself, because lets face it, enough attention is already drawn sometimes. That is also one of the hardest things because I know in a way I'm not really being myself.
So basically if you're going to the conference and you see me don't be afraid to say hi to me. I'm really hoping this weekend will be good for me in the sense that I can open myself up again and just be myself. Now I need to go do some laundry so I can go shopping tomorrow and pack.
Hope to meet a lot of people at the conference.
-Drew
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