Everytime I talk to mom about my state, she goes like "why are doing this to me? Why are you making me suffer so bad?" But I am not making her suffer, I just don't know why is she thinking like this, ever since my father had died two years ago, she started acting so nervous and putting blame on me having this disease... She has this weird thought that I am making my hair fall on purpose to get her attention and to make her suffer. I just don't see the point in this, instead of feeling less stressful and more relaxed, I feel so depressed, I was fine before dad's death just fine, but after his death I got the Alopeacia back and it was more severe than before, so she's not the only one who's feeling the gap that dad left.
I just don't know what to do anymore.