(Picture: Boat-trip a sunny eavning)

Since I was on this festival, the sun have been shining.
I feel my life is based on the sun, because when the sun is shining.. Im also shining! And my life is great.
But when the sky is gray and it is raining, everything goes wrong..
But the last mounth my life have been really great, and I have got more self-confidence.

I have been laying on the beach all the sunny days, so I have got a nice collor :)) I also use "Betacaroten" who is vitamins
that gives you faster collor. (Its working)
I have also met a boy :)) My brothers pal, he is 7 years older than me, but does that matter? :) Tomorrow are we going to cinema and eat at a resturant in the City. Next year he is finishing the police school, and he is going to be police pilot. Dosnt he sounds like a dreemboy or what? But I cant have too big aspirations, because Im just 16.
Im kind of dreading me to tell him about my hear. Or Im dreading more if he understand it before Im going to tell him.
I have told it to boys who have accepted in a good way..But they have kind of dropped me :/
Some one who have good experience, who can tell me what to do?

M