i am so tired of trying to fix my eyebrows every day, i think that i can make it alright without my eyelashes, i use a liquid liner a nice eyeshadow, but my eyebrows are so hard to try and make. i know there are alot of products out there but at this time the really good wigs and tattoo eyebrows are not affordable to me. i'm so stressed and tired of doing this every day and so sad, this disease has affected my life in so many ways, i'm just tired. i've distanced myself from most people, they either talk about me, laugh, feel sorry for me or don't know what to say. i dream all the time about going swimming, this is something i have'nt done since i was 17 years old. i'm trying to find away that i can afford a wig that i can swim with. but at this time i'm just tired.