Hi I'm charlotte and I have alopecia since I was 10 years old but after 4 years of different painful treatments it all grew back again. But after I think 6 or 7 years it all start again. So I started to consult a dermatologies so I undergo some procedure. Like steriods that I have to endure after work to under go 15 injections...ouchhhh....hmmmm!
Well to make it short the story of my life it’s on my other blog... Now my problem is, is there a company who's willing to hire me as her/his employee. As of the moment I've been working as an Accounting Assistant for almost 5 years now, but I don't know if some of my co-employees are envious of me. Because of the support of my boss, s0 they are looking of something to make me look bad infront of my boss. Now our Accountant is claimming that I tampered my time card which is totally not! And she's telling that I've been asking my co-employees to punch in my time card but it’s not true. It just happens that my co-worker thought that she haven't punch her time card but she already did and punch in again with my time card mistakenly when I was not around yet. So our Accountants call my boss straight and told him that I've been doing things that i SHOULN'T DO. But honestly I'm not doing anything that she claims that I have done. Why would I do that, I don't what to disappoint my boss with the trust his giving me. I'm doing my job to the best I can to reciprocate what my boss has given me his trust. And also because he understand why am I late due to my long transportation and preparation to fix myself for others not to notice that there something odd about me. I was the one who handles our company money and payrolls and there were no complains about it. But then, there were an issue when our Accountant used some of our company money for some personal reason(financially). So I inform my boss about it and just told me to ask back the money that she took. So I did but she gave it back partially and took it alot of time but there were no punishment. Because she was the sister of my boss's twin brother. So what can I do, so I just kept my mouth shut to my other boss. And now some few weeks ago I question her why is it, she keeps me on making me do my job on a fast track. She would tell me to make a reimbursement on monday then she will just in cash it on friday. I've been doing my job to the best I can, even if it give me to much stress just to finish all of it. But she’s just giving me some excuses. So I just don't wanna agrue so I just live it. But now I think it is her way of revenge towards me. My cousin and friends told me why am I punishing myself for still working there who doesn't deserve my loyalty and hardwork with a low salary and besides it’s too far from our house. But despite all of it I still continue to do so, because it’s the only way that I can say to myself that I’m not a pain in the ass to my family just because of my condition. But why is it all happening to me. If you really based it on the evidence that she’s claiming you might think that all what she says are true. But it’s all false, I was just on wrong time and a wrong situation. I don’t know if the heaven is playing tricks on me. Everyone on our company don’t believe that I can do that but she still claims that I do it. Now, I don’t know if my boss will still trust me. But truthfully I’m innocent and I was just victim of a mishap. Now, I’m thinking of the worst thing that could happen to me. What if my boss believes me, but he can’t do anything because the proof that she present says that I do it. Is there a company who would accept me despite my condition. I would gladly accept if someone who would hire me. Actually I wanted to try working outside the country because I know that they were more open-minded. I hope someone could help. I don’t want to feel worthless and helpless. I want to help my family financially but what can I do if the decision comes on my Monday. I really want to get mad to the girl who mistakenly took my timecard instead of hers, but then I just think that it was just a honest mistake but give it a big deal by our Accountant. What if they decided to dismissed me even if I’m innocent. I can’t sleep and eat yesterday when I got home. I just immediately went to my room with the lights off. And kept on thinking what will happen to me. What about my reputation.? PLEASE GUYS HELP ME… I WANT TO WORK INTO A COMPANY WHO WILL ACCEPTS ME DESPITE MY CONDITION…. I would really appreciate all the help and advices. Thank you so much for your time guys! Godbless!