Can I just say how freaking weird is it that, when I had long long hair beautiful black thick Asian hair I donated more than once to Locks of Love... isn't that freaking nuts.

So maybe... I can go get an expensive wig and maybe I'll just be buying my own freaking hair back!!!

Naw, I'm just pissed because I didn't feel like dressing up at all and I went Christmas shopping and from the back this lady calls to me and was like excuse me miss and I turned around and I don't wear wigs or anything and then she goes I mean sir, and then she kind of looks at with like this really confused look like oh God I just said both and I know one of them is wrong. And of course she was yelling at me across 15 other people who started staring I just rolled my eyes and said it's ma'am and smiled at her and answered her question about why the stupid alarms went off when I went through the door.

I never wear make up.

I was always into sports, I was a total tomboy with long beautiful hair and when I dressed up I looked great.

Now, I think that without hair it just totally throws people off. I mean I have tattoos up and down my arms and my mom was like well you do have tattoos on your arms. Over 90 percent of the time when someone says sir or something like that my tattoos were covered.

Like today I was wearing plaid chucks, jeans, white and turquoise stripped thermal and a cardigan with a black hat and earrings.

If today it weren't so freaking cool that emo little boys wear girl jeans and unisex is so in right now like American Apperal type of crap I wouldn't have this problem.

Or would I?

I'm just angry. Very angry. I asked my friend like what the hell was that, she was like I don't the colors and type of clothes your wearing are girls and you don't look like a boy.

Anyways do not take a offense to anything I have to say please I'm just ranting and raving because I'm still really fucking mad that I lost my freaking hair. And I used to hate my hair. But atleast I could wear whatever the freak I wanted to and not have to worry about being embarrassed because people can't tell what freaking gender I am. And of course it doesn't help that I do have small boobs.

Well slap me silly and call me sally.


I'm done I'm running on 3 hours of sleep today was my last final exam for this semester of school. Time to sleep and then goto work tomorrow for 11 hours.

~Suzie


SO, I edited this post because yes yes there was a tad bit to much swearing and I forgot this is a family friendly site.

Peace out Stay in school.