2.5 yrs ago, my hair stylist told that that there were 3 bald spots on my head. i was stunned n depressed for 3 months. i sought various medical treatment including chinese medicine, none of these helped n i actually was too scared too wash my hair every nite. showering became my biggest fear coz i was too shocked to see almost 200 strands of hair falling fm your own head every day. yes, i was counting, the more i counted, i more i went crazy with my inner demon torturing me.

until the day my grandpa was hospitalized. my mind got diverted to worrying n praying for him. i totally, completely forgot my hair loss problem, though he passed away a week later n the number of strands was back to normal on the exact day that he's gone. yes, i mean everything went back to normal. no more 200+ something a day. perhaps 20+ i dont know if it's becoz i had stopped thinking of myself, my hair every second n focusing on praying for grandpa instead or what, i was healed on the very same day.

now, 2.5yrs after, i had my haircut last week n i was told that another small spot was seen on my head. i was devastated, i dont know why, i read fm some forums that there will be repeated episodes, but why that soon? compare to last time, i m less panic but i am still very upset, down n i dont know what i can do to make it stop happening in the future. i just dont want to face it again.....