JIM. Didn't we have a class in something together?
LAURA. Yes, we did.
JIM. What class was that?
LAURA. It was--singing--Chorus!
JIM. Aw!
LAURA. I sat across the aisle from you in the Aud.
JIM. Aw.
LAURA. Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays.
JIM. Now I remember--you always came in late.
LAURA. Yes, it was so hard for me, getting upstairs. I had that brace on my leg--it clumped so loud!
JIM. I never heard any clumping.
LAURA [wincing at the recollection]. To me it sounded like--thunder!
JIM. Well, well, well, I never even noticed.
LAURA. And everybody was seated before I came in. I had to walk in front of all those people. My seat was in the back row. I had to go clumping all the way up the aisle with everyone watching!
JIM. You shouldn't have been self-conscious.
LAURA. I know, but I was. It was always such a relief when the singing started.
(some omitted here...)
JIM [abruptly]. You know what I judge to be the trouble with you?
Inferiority complex! Know what that is? That's what they call it when someone low-rates himself!
I understand it because I had it, too. Although my case was not so aggravated as yours seems to be. I had it until I took up public speaking, developed my voice, and learned that I had an aptitude for science. Before that time I never thought of myself as being outstanding in any way whatsoever!
Now I've never made a regular study of it, but I have a friend who says I can analyze people better than doctors that make a profession of it. I don't claim that to be necessarily true, but I can sure guess a person's psychology, Laura!
Yep--that's what I judge to be your principal trouble. A lack of confidence in yourself as a person. You don't have the proper amount of faith in yourself. I'm basing that fact on a number of your remarks and also on certain observations I've made. For instance that clumping you thought was so awful in high school. You say that you even dreaded to walk into class. You see what you did? You dropped out of school, you gave up an education because of a clump, which as far as I know was practically nonexistent! A little physical defect is what you have. Hardly noticeable even! Magnified thousands of times by imagination!
You know what my strong advice to you is? Think of yourself as superior in some way!
LAURA. In what way would I think?
JIM. Why, man alive, Laura! Just look about you a little. What do you see? A world full of common people! All of 'em born and all of 'em going to die!
Which of them has one-tenth of your good points! Or mine! Or anyone else's, as far as that goes--Gosh!
Everybody excels in some one thing. Some in many!
All you've got to do is discover in what!
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