Or should I say, what am I trying to cure? My hair started falling out when I was 9. I've lost "love", been angry, been depressed, been there... I'm done with that. I don't care if there's a cure for hair growth anymore. I can only hope that there's a cure for insecurity, shallowness, and feeling left out. Self acceptance? Emotional growth? It would be like trying to find a cure for a dysfunctional society. I wonder who made these crazy rules anyway. Stupid rules about how everything should be that are broken regularly. Unspoken rules that are at the same time so darn LOUD. Rules that sneak into my dreams and take me into a life that isn't real. Where I'm swimming and riding roller coasters. Where I'm not afraid to swing or hang upside down on the monkey bars.

**On a lighter note, I found a hairstyle that makes me look like Uma Thurman in Pulp Fiction, but caramel colored. 

I'm determined to change something inside me that redefines the rules. Being different makes me strong, but feeling like a complete freak makes me stronger. Here's to one less day of resting in pieces.

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Comment by KFlame on July 23, 2014 at 5:43pm
It made me smile about your dreams of swimming and roller coasters. These are tge two things I want to do but feel I can't.
I know the non wig wearing souls will say go for it. Or those who can afford suction wigs.
But well the everyday wig wearer I am sure feels the same way.
Like can you even wear a wig in a swimming pool will the chloride ruin it???

About cures though sadly only yourself can cure the feelings you have and the battle of acceptance. Not let it consume you. A battle im trying hard with off late...

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