hello there,
so hows married life then, dont worry about not meetin me i knew u would have bn very busy anyway, have u put any pics up of ur weddin yet,
thats great news of ur hair growin, i will keep my fingers x for u,
was gd to hear from u, speak sn x

hiyaaaaa, thanks i luv my new hair. so glad its nearly the same colour as my own was, spice girl, wow that would be fun, lol
aww i hope ur feelin a little better 2moro, got the dreaded PMT myself, fukin horrid eh,
im not into harry potter, i watched the first one but not my kind of thing, wow weddin in vegas, how amazin would that be, hope u put some pics up would be great to see,

so ur in scotland sn, kl, yeah jut email me, i will give u my num nearer the time so u can contact me wen ur here, xx

hey i get my wigs on the nhs, dont think u get that over there, i cant get freedom wigs on pre i can only get human hair wigs on pre if i fight the nhs for it, so didnt bother, i got my wig 2day ive put the pic up, so have a nosey,freedom wigs here r nearly two thousand pounds, fuk id have to save a long time for that, would probs have hair by the time i could afford it, lol,
so wen is it ur bak in scotland, yeah lunch sounds great just let me know wen ur comin and we'll make plans, x

Hey Rachael, nice to meet you. Sorry, my computer at home is not working so I have to wait for a chance to get on at work. All is well here in NYC.

I know exactly what you mean....I hate, hate the summer!! I have been dealing as well for over 20 years now. It's truly life changing; one that never ends.

Hope to keep in touch!

lol, thanks was mega pished in that pic, im suprised the fekin wig was still on, lol
its bn very hot here the humidity has bn awful especially wen wearin these fukin horrid scarfs, should get my wig this wk waited fukin long enough,
a smurf how cute, hahahahaha, anyways hope ur feelin lots better, speak sn x

Here in Boston (Framingham-is where I live), my bosses' wife (who had breast cancer) and they practically give them away at Mass. General Hosp. in Boston.

hey, i have to pay for my wig but only costs prescription costs, which is £4 per wig, great eh, thats mine ordered so should have them sn, and if i want real hair i have to fight with the hospital to get it on prescription aswell, but my friends r collectin money together for me so i will get a real hair one from that,
anyways how r u doin, hows the PMT ha ha,
that is me in the pics, and im not gettin married, ur the 2nd person thats asked that, why do u's ask,
fab just let me know wen ur comin to edin and we'll organise something, its so bloody hot here which is very hard wearin a scarf, i just want to rip it off and kool down, lol, but wont do that,
the humidity is terrible no cool air at all, fukin sweatin loads, ha ha, anyway im off for now, speak sn x

helllooooooooooo, how r u, after ur drinkin session, lol, thats wen u know u've had a gd nite eh, yeah wen i found out the price of freedom wigs i thot fuk that, thats terrible that the cost that amount of money in the first place,
thats great that the drug ur takin now is wkin, great news, but arent u scared takin them, i would be, but every1 is diff, well i was at my first app with the hairdressers to talk about my wigs, i have picked a style but was difficult to find my proper colour, but i did pic 2 colours so will hopefully get them at the end of the week, but i have ahd a fukin nitemare with the hospitals, im suppose to phone and pay for my prescriptions so my wig can get ordererd, but wen i phoned the women didnt know wat i was talkin about, so im so fuked off, so gonna get on the phone 2moro and go mental, ha ha
i have to get the acrylic wigs, i get 4 a yr, as i have to fight with the hospital if i want real hair, if i wanted long hair id prob get a real hair wig, but as im gettin a style which goes to just above my shoulders then she says acrylic is better to have, so fingers x for me, i so hope i like it wen i get them,.
as today seemed like a day for people starin, i fukin hate that, if there gonna stare then at least look away wen i i look at them, lol
i just stare rite bak at them and they always look away first,

oh we could meet up wen ur in edinburgh that would be fab, if u wanna just let me know n we could organise something, anyway was fab again to read ur funny stories, ha ha ha
hear from u sn, xx

Sorry, just seen your from Sydney - not visiting there this time.

Yes, always good for a giggle :) Whereabout in Oz are you. I'm visiting family in September - can't wait

hey hey hey, i found out that freedom wigs cost nearly two thousand pounds, gutted, but i am off to the hairdressers 2moro to see about my wigs, so will see how that goes,
are u takin they tablets that get ur hair bak, isnt there bad side effects and doesnt ur hair fall out once u stop takin them, sorry its just things ive read, i cant get a freedom wig anyway as i have hair growin in, i want to keep growin it for now to see if its gonna get longer, hope ur well, speak sn x

hey, phoned the shop they do freedom wigs, thank u so much, im waitin on the lady phonin me bak, thanks again, i would never have known if it wasnt for u, ur fab, xx

Hi I'm new to AW and came across your some of your comments, your hilerious! Seriously! I haven't laughed in ages but read your comment about telling people to f**ck off because your dying (if they say something) and the wheel chair at the concert is priceless! Thanks for making me laugh
Rose

hiya, i havent rung yet as i think i go to that shop anyway once i get my prescriptions for my wigs, i should receive that 2moro or next day, i couldnt afford a freedom wig the now anyway, altho my work r doin a collection so i could use that money to help me,
yeah the friend that said things to me is ugly on the outside, i was so angry she thot she could say anything to me, i didnt do anything but cry but im over it now i just wont go out with her again, she's not worth the grieve, thanks,
i have never had a cold sore at all, and i didnt notice tinglin but i had a very itchy head for about 3wks before my hair started to fall out, my mum thot i had nits, hahahahaha as i was itchin so much,
i do have lots of hair growin on my head, yiiipppppppppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!
but i dont want to get my hopes up yet as people on here have said it can out again very sn, or it will only grow a certain lenth,
i live in edinburgh, the place where has fuked up weather, lol, but its bn lovely this wk, ive even got myself a little tan, im bak to my dermatologist on the 6th of july, so hopefully get some more answers then about if she thinks my hair is gonna come bak in, its pure white and like baby hair, aww, anyways, speak sn thanks, xx

DID YOU RING THAT BLOODY SHOP YET!!!!!!! - I WAS YELLING THAT

THAT CHEEKY F$#@KER - I BET SHE'S AS UGLY ON THE OUT SIDE AS SHE IS ON THE INSIDE - YOU SHOULD HAVE SLAPPED HER!!!!
I'VE HAVE SIMILAR THINGS SAID TO ME!! SWEARING AND RUDE HAND SIGNS ALWAYS MAKE ME FEEL A LITTLE BETTER!!! THEN LARGE AMOUNTS OF VODKA MMMMMMMMM VODKA (I'VE GOT ANOTHER HANGOVER) WENT TO THE MOVIES WITH A FRIEND LAST NIGHT AND ENDED UP AT THE PUB.

QUESTION - DID YOU EVER GET COLD SORES BEFORE YOU LOST YOUR HAIR??
AND WHEN YOUR HAIR FELL OUT COULD YOU FEEL A TINGLING FEELING AND THEN THE HAIR FELL OUT OF THAT SPOT??

A MEN CAME UP TO ME YESTERDAY AN ASKED HAVE I GOT ALOPECIA, HE SAID HE HAD IT 4 YEARS AGO AND TO LET ME KNOW IT WILL COME BACK
THAT IT GROWS BACK PATCH WITH FINE WHITE HAIRS FIRST - SO THERE IS HOPE!!!!!

AM AT WORK SO I BETTER GO - AND RING THAT SHOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAVE I NEVER ASKED YOU - WERE DO YOU LIVE???
KEEP IN TOUCH - LOVE RACH

hiya, im in a bad way myself, lol, was very drunk and have also pmt, so feelin pritty rubbish, but had a great nite at my friends, untill one friend was callin me a baldy cunt, full of the drink she thot she could say anything, so i got very upset but had other friends there to give me a hug, she isnt really a friend she has known me since i was little as she hung around with my brother, but im so angry with her thinkin she could say that to me,

anyway ahd a gd nite apart from that, spent all day lyin on the couch dosin off n on wi my hottie bottle, aww,
the shop was closed wen i phoned, so phonin again in the mornin, i will defo tell u in my next message, or i think u might shout at me for not phonin, hahahahahahahha kiddin
yeah my job is gd, i love wkin with clothes, very challengin job, but can sometimes be borin, lol, i still havent heard from the dermatologist so phonin them 2moro to, their takin the piss and my pmt rips out of me, lol, so they'll take the brunt of it,
anyway was gd to hear from u, thanks, i will message u 2moro, im off to bed now, its midnight and im fuked, lol, speak sn x

hey, i tell u wat, i want u to send me a message on a weekly bases, lol, u honestly make me laugh, love ur stories,
i have had a good week this wk, which is great, but got PMT now, lol, so a bit cranky, goin to my friends 2moro to have a singstar party, mega drink, shoutin, singin, dancin, canny wait, its gonna be a blast,
yeah i'll maybe come over to australia in a couple of years once ive saved up some money, and if we keep in touch i would come over n visit, that would be fabby,

i only just got ur messages 2nite, so will phone that shop in the mornin as sn as it opens, i still havent heard from my dermatologist about my wigs, so will phone on monday to complain, they've left me hangin for 2wks and all they nd to do is send me the info so i can go pic my wigs, FUKERS!!!
i will message u bak as sn as ive sopke to the shop and let u know how i get on,
i work in retail i work for sainsburys, on the clothing department, and love it, im doin really well, nearly a team leader so hopefully one day i'll be a manager,
i had to organise a fashion show for yesterday, i was so nervous but it went really well for me, the staff that took part in the modellin were so gd and really funny, so there is fun things to do in my job,


thank u very much for ur help, i really appreiciate it, u've bn a great help, and i'll defo keep in touch, as u make me smile, thanks again, xx

hey thank u for the message, u made me laugh with ur stories, especially using ur friends fanny clippers, lol, ive always wanted to visit australia, but will probs never get round to it, i had a friend yrs ago who was from there but lived in scotland, but she moved bak home wen she was still young, i lost my hair almost 3months ago now, i still find it very difficult but i do have some gd days now, but wen i feel down i really feel down, cry lots wen im low, but ive always got some1 there to give me a cuddle, which helps lots, my friends n family have bn great very supportive, goin bak to work was harder than i thot but its easier now, im waitin for my info gettin sent from my dermatologist so i can go and pic my wigs, but have waited 2wks so phoned yesterday n went mad, still havent had anything or a phone call, so goin to my doctors to complain as i really want a wig and there makin me wait for no reason, i would love to get one of those freedom wigs but i dont think i can get them over here, seems like its america u can only get them, i do have hair growin bak in so far, yippeeeeeee!!!, and its white, lol, but growin in at different stages so hopefully within a couple of months it'll all start growin in properly, my eyebrows r still thin and have bald patches but ive bn usin a soft blonde eyebrow pencil, they look not bad, im hopin my eyelashes r gonna stay put, and yeah ive met some horrible insensitive people but its them that will have unhappy lives if they live bein horrible to people,

anyway enough of me, WOW ur gettin married how great is that, i hope u have a wonderful weddin and cant wait to see the pictures on ur profile, i did start to woryy incase i didnt meet any1 as im bald now, but i'll just have to see wat happens, as my confidence is a bit low for now, so not lookin yet,
anyway it was gd to hear from u, hope to hear from u sn, take care, lynne x