Tough week. I see it, I decide to take it in my stride, I figure the less I stress about it the less will disappear. Can't quite manage to convince myself. Wish I was as brave as alot on here. One day, but not today. Today is a day for tears .

Everyone loves a good game of hide and seek well me and Al' have rewritten the game to seek and hide.

I don't get the satisfaction one should get with the seeking part of this game but at least, for the moment, the hiding is quick and painless.

I'm Hoping this time I'll have my skills all down and covering up the evidence will be alot quicker. I guess I should be hoping that this time I care less about it especially as I'm loved so perfectly by someone that just loves me…

Ok, so, my last blog entry on here was the initial "Oh My Goodness!"

Showing her the blog post worked well for me as I didn't have to actually acknowledge it (not ready for that yet). She has tried to ask a question but I just had to say I didn't want to talk about it yet. I will do.... Just when I'm ready. Decided that I have dealt with it a couple times…

Where is the gift receipt?!

My alopecia has been in hiding for a while now, which gave me enough time to form a relationship. Now, 9 months into said relationship, I have the familiar signs that she's back to play. I don't know how to tell my gf that I'm loosing my hair. She knows in the past it happened, but she doesn't understand it. I don't think she realizes what a monster I become once me and Josie (my wig) have to start hanging out together again.

No idea how to tell her…