Ok, so, my last blog entry on here was the initial "Oh My Goodness!"

Showing her the blog post worked well for me as I didn't have to actually acknowledge it (not ready for that yet). She has tried to ask a question but I just had to say I didn't want to talk about it yet. I will do.... Just when I'm ready. Decided that I have dealt with it a couple times before and I can do it again! My best friend called me a few precious names regarding me not wanting to tell my GF which pushed me to it. (Thank you S)

Mini-meltdown averted with a stint of lots of wind and rain and having the arms of my gf wrapped around me keeping me all cuddled up and now looking forward to our first Christmas. :)

Really appreciated the comments left on my previous post, thank you :)