Hey everyone! After going through a major depressive episode where I could barely eat/get out of bed, I began experiencing extreme hair loss on top of that. I stopped exercising and abandoned my diet. At first it was just some noticeable thinning on top of my head, but I ignored it because I've always had thin hair. As the months went on the hair loss got worse, to where I was pulling out 4-5 strands of hair every time I so much as touched my head. I did not have insurance during this time, and was also mortified and embarrassed, so I wore hats and beanies constantly and covered bald spots with Toppik. I was convinced that nothing could help me and was experiencing constant negative thought cycles and suicidal thoughts. I avoided washing my hair because it would come out in clumps... My scalp also burned and the slightest tug on my hair felt like needles. I was devastated every day and wondered what I had done to deserve something so awful. The stress only increased shedding. I absolutely hated myself and instead of wanting to cry every time I looked in the mirror, I simply learned to turn off my emotions. Luckily, my partner was incredibly supportive and understanding during this time.
Recently, I came upon some psilocybin containing mushrooms. I cannot stress how important this substance was in giving me the self-confidence and insight to finally deal with my hair loss. They pushed me to start researching solutions, but in the mean time, to accept my losses and shave off what little dead, brittle hair I had into an undercut (really just an extreme combover, LOL). I began an aggressive treatment of birth control, saw palmetto, progesterone cream, b-complex vitamin and 2000-3000 mcg of Biotin daily. I have also been massaging my scalp with coconut oil three times a week. I'm also working on cutting animal products from my diet, for ethical and health reasons. Within two weeks I'm no longer experiencing any shedding, my bald spots began growing tiny little hairs all over and my scalp doesn't feel inflamed. I also use a biotin containing conditioner and wash my scalp daily. There is hope! Never lose sight of that.