4 years ago I had a breakdown because my hair was falling out - however the hairloss led me to find out that I had breast cancer - so in a way it saved my life. All my hair fell out anyway due to chemo - it all came back better than ever - so I thought hair was sorted and live saved. But menopause and stress has re - started my HL - and here I am.
I have learned so much being here just reading and writting too something I never seen coming but the love I have for all theses people who are just like us I never even knew about as I was falling down a deep hole that promised to cover me up has opened and I find I am not quit as ugly here as I first thought I read about the pain others are going through and it hurts my heart so bad that I can't help everyone.I don't know if I told you or not but my not having hair anymore is just the start for me I was in a bad car wreck at the age of 34 and they said I would never walk but I do the men who hit me were both drunk and high and red a red light and hit me one man behind me came to y aid called my boss who was only one block away and tried to call my soon to be hubby my we were not even married then we loved each other but one bad marriage under my belt I wanted to be sure so for two years we lived together and two months after my wreck we were married oh trust me i did everything in me to kick him to the kirb I loved him enough to let him go but he would not leave and when he said he would push me in a wheelchair for the rest of our lives if that is what it took then he would do it there have been many times when my legs will not hold me and down I go but I also know when it happens he will be there to catch me or to pick me up when I go down.Life is funny one day wonderful one ok but never dull and I thank you for starting me on my way to finding my real self.
I find myself sometimes fighting with myself because everyone is so far ahead of me when I was so dumb thinking this is only me I didn't know there was a whole world out there with the same thing I have and going through the same thing I am I thought I was alone and being made fun of is just one of the things I go through when I see my mom.I thought I was crying alone but I find I am not the only one and want to help and want to dry the tears people shead over this.I know you don't know me but you give me hope and understanding and I thank you so much you really are so very pretty.
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