hi, friends...

there were several days passing,

i felt like "ill", but did not want to go to any doctor..

i "just" felt depressed, like something would`ve died inside me..

cannot explain it better.. but i was sitting-around at home, didn´t

want to see or hear anything from my so-called friends around..

i just sat there, or being "put" on my bed, listening to some music,

and felt like, i cannot express it exactly.. i did not want to do anything..

not-even… Continue

the same procedure, as every day..

i woke up in the morning, still a bit

tired and lazy.. went to the bathroom,

looking into the mirror.. and, when

trying to do something-nice with my hair,

always the same..

then, back to my bedroom, and the same,

as nearly-every day.. i find some hair on

my bed.. i mean, when sleeping, i don´t

think, i tear it off from my head, so it must

have been dropping-off even while i´m sleeping..

my-god.. one day,… Continue

Long time ago ...

I think, at least, it´s a quite-long time ago,

I have been struggling with various, "millions"

of problems.. growing-up, first love, passing my

exams at school...

But: All these so-called "problems" seem to disappear,

as soon as I look into the mirror.. my-god.. am i just

a little crazy, or is it true.. am I loosing my hair, already..?

What is, has been or could be "wrong" about my life, and the

way I live every new day? Do i… Continue