Oh-my-god..

today, this morning (friday morning, here in Germany..), my husband

surprised me with asking me, maybe to cheer me up a little?, in a

very sweet way, if there was a "chance for us" to have a baby..

We had discussed this "question" several times, and so-far, he

always had said, he might feel it´s "too-early" for us to think about

it ... in a more-serious way than just like "romantic dreams"..

and today, this morning, he said, "you are so beautiful,… Continue

hello,my new friends here...

this mornign, quite early, i was having a quite sad,

depressive time... i stood up, went to the bathroom,

and looked at myself, in the mirror.

first, i thought, oh-god, what a "monster" you are..

i looked at my head, which was shaved nearly-clean then,

and thought, again, who will ever find you sweet or attractive..?

i felt tears running down my cheeks.. and, though i felt that-depressive,

i took the razor and began removing… Continue

hi, my new friends here...

after several months, nearly one-and-a-half

years of suffering from loosing my hair at the

middle-upper-back-part of my head, with

more hair dropping on the floor, continuously,

i dedided, finally, to have my head shaved..

now, after i did it (not me, a friend of mine

did it, instead of celebrating "helloween" together..),

no-one would notice, i had suffered from hair-loss..

it´s a drastic change - but, at the moment, i… Continue