I have 3 cats, Gray claire and there son Chaos.

I also have 2 dogs Gizmo and bandit.

I also have 3 young men and have been married and have had boyfriends.

Oh I have a Beta also. His name is Twilight.



From time to time I will add stories of them.

Chaos is now 3. He sleeps with me nightly. Gray did for years but is 11 and prefers his own room. He has it at the end of my bed on the floor. It has 3 rooms in it. Two that are… Continue

My boys are 18, 22, 24. I am 42. Yep, I was a young mom.

Last night I went out without my wig for the first time in 17 years. I am for the most part a shut in.

I have hidden myself from the world because of my shame.

I get panic attacks when I go outside.

But I have got better.

In the past I could only get out if it was about my sons. Doctors and so on.

Now that two live on there own i am scared. I am scared I will be a complete shut in when the youngest moves… Continue