I seriously think that some people are just born unlucky - like me! Unlike most I was unlucky before environmental factors kicked in, I was adopted by the wicked witch of the west and was hers from day one. At least my adopted dad was something good that came out of this all but unfortunately he's been gone for about 10 years now. Beyond that I've had countless unlucky events, doesn't matter what it is! Now just recently I've been trying for a few years to get child support from my ex and the government is taking him to court but I get a very threatning letter, vulgar and harrassing, from his girlfriend on facebook who is under the impression that I'm taking them to court. 98% of what she even said was a lie - obviously my ex wanted to look like Mr. Angel and lied to her about everything, but that's not all! To top it off she even mentions how apparently he never knew I was bald before he slept with me and other than that being a complete lie, it is such a hurtful cheap shot! How can people be so immature? Did he have to tell her that because he wanted to make himself look like the victim or that he's too cool to sleep with a bald chick? Of course he knew, I could never get that close to someone without telling them before they try and run their fingers through my hair or something. I'm sure you guys can sympathize with that one at least.

Then in about one month my husband will be moving out and I will be a single mom again. I wish I could say that I'm just venting but I really need support and I don't have it because I wasn't really allowed to have friends of my own. My heart is broken, my head is broken and I have no family even. I know I can do this but everything is just incredibly overwhelming right now and I just hope I don't break in the process. I can't even get to court if my ex decides to take me because I don't have a car and it's an hour drive away. All day at work I faught back the tears and I hope that nobody noticed that, if anything hopefully they assumed I have allergies. I'm still working through my probationary three months and can't afford to screw up either. One can only endure so much and I just hope I can make it through this still in one piece. Thanks for taking the time to read my blog.