I am now experiencing a really weird feeling. I now have hair again.
I cannot believe that it has all come back. I have not shaved my head for a month now and I have more hair than I would have thought possible in such a short period of time.
The last time I shaved was on the Saturday evening of the August bank holiday. I shaved at about 1800 hours as I was going to our friends’ 25th Wedding Anniversary party. As always with a big night out I wanted a really close shave and a really shiny head to make me feel good for the evening. The next day I didn’t have a lot to do so I left it and I did the same on the Monday as it was a bank holiday. On the Tuesday morning my wife suggested that I leave it another day as the stubble on my head looked pretty much all over and she said it didn’t look as though there were any patches left. I knew that the hair was re-growing but in most of the patches it had come back white. The patches were reducing as the hair around the edges changed back to my natural colour. Now the patches were gone.
My wife then asked me to leave it for a week to see what it looked like with a weeks growth and the next thing you know is that I am a month down the line and have a full head of very short hair.
My colleagues at work have said that I now look like Action Man, the toy soldier as my head looks like it has a Velcro hair style as Action Man does.
It really is weird having hair.
In many ways I just want to shave it off but my wife seems to like that fact that it has come back. She says that I now have the choice but do I? I feel under pressure to leave to it bit longer. I feel that perhaps I should have hair but keep it really short in which case I now need a hair cut. How weird is that. One month I am bald and the next I am talking about having a hair cut.
My hair is short but I now have to use shampoo again every day.
My main problem about this whole thing though is that I feel guilty!!!!!!!
Here am I, a 53 year old man who is happy at being bald. I have no fear now of the implications of Alopecia and my hair has come back. There are so many women and children out there who are in such pain with Alopecia but it just doesn’t grown back and yet my hair has returned.
I many ways I am really happy that I now have that choice. I can let my hair grow, keep it short or shave it all off. I just wish that we could all have that same choice.
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