well i have been wishing that my hair loss would not be the only thing that i thought about and my wish came true and now i wish the only thing i had to worry about in my life is not having hair(seems stupid that i was so worried in the 1st place). i married rusty when i got pregnant with my son russell i was very young and after he was born 6 mo later i got pregnant with my daughter jordan. i divorced their dad when she was only 2 mo old. then i re-married a year later to a man named david. david and i have been raising the kids this whole time with very little help from rusty, in fact he would come in and out of their lives but we have not heard from him in 5 years. even when david and i divorced 3 years ago he has always been a part of the kids lives and they are very attached to him.
russell is now 14 and went for 2 weekends in a row to see rusty and came home sun night and said that he wants to live with his "dad". there was nothing we could do, we had to let him. the only reason he wants to live with rusty is because there are no rules at his house, basically russell can do anything he wants to do. i talked to rusty and told him that the only way i would allow it is if russell 1)stays in school 2) doesn't get into any trouble with the law (nothing i thought would ever have to come out of my mouth) and 3) doesn't get anyone pregnant. it is like i am in th twilight zone or something. we have always raised them with structure and rules.
russell was living with david in houston and i live in ft worth with my daughter, now i am going to have to move down there to be closer to him. i just don't trust rusty to do the right thing with him so i have to be there. i totallys trusted david and knew that he would keep russell in line and i knew that he needed a good male role model in his life.
i can honestly say that i have not even worried about my hair in 2 days.