I'm almost 42 years old and noticed a very small patch of alopecia on my beard in September 2008. I never really thought anything of it at the time other than it was a bit odd. I don't have a heavy growth and never thought about growing a beard anyway. The patch slowly expanded and is still growing to this day. I did an internet search and tried Calosol beard cream which didn't help.
In January of 2009, my wife noticed another small patch on the back of my head (behind my right ear). This again has steadily grew into quite a large patch. I mentioned both of these patches to my GP and he suggested trying Canestan cream as it could be a fungal infection. I tried the cream for over 3 weeks and it didn't make any difference.
I was concerned/depressed enough about these but I'm absolutely beside myself with worry over the latest patch that I found on the top of my head around 3-4 weeks ago. A patch about the size of a small coin (UK 5p piece) appeared overnight and I was horrified by it. It has already almost doubled in size. I can still cover the bald patch but am constantly checking my hair throughout the day to make sure that it remains covered, and am dreading the time where it can't be covered (or shows through without me realising).
I went back to my GP and he has referred me to a dermatologist but I have to wait 12 weeks for an appointment.
I'm so upset and distraught. I feel like my self confidence has been zapped. It is keeping me awake at night and I have shed tears also.
I also feel a bit silly for getting so upset about it. There are far more serious issues out there, but this is my issue and I am so down right now. I see pictures on here of people with a far worse condition than what I have and feel their pain.
I keep trawling the internet in search of some hope. I know that it can regrow after a few months and am keeping everything crossed for this. I haven't really found any success stories on the internet yet and have only just discovered this site - does anyone on here have success stories?
Thanks for reading this. I just need somewhere to vent my frustration. I have a good life and a wonderful wife, and I just want to be able to enjoy it, but worry has taken the enjoyment about of things just now. My wife is so concerned about me too. I'm trying not to let this condition affect us too much but she keeps saying how sad I look.
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