Abandoned - nervous breakdown

I wrote in my prvious blog about what has and is happening to me. I received a few comments, but I have not heard back from anyone since which has saddened me very much.
These last days for me have been the worse of nightmares. My family has now abandoned/turned their back on me during my time of great need. I am all alone facing this now, my job is on the line. I do not know where to turn, or what to do. I have no one to talk to. I cannot stand to look at myself in the mirror. I am watching myself go bald strand by strand, for the last 15 months. This is beyond traumatic for me, but no one understands, no one will help me or even offer a kind world. I cannot get through this without the support of those I love, but they will not talk to me now.
Everyone has abandoned me.
Is there anyone out there to talk to?

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Comment by Amy-Rose on April 8, 2013 at 7:42am
This indeed is a place of support, and all of us feel the pain of hairloss no matter how extensive. I'm truly sorry you feel this way, and Alopecia is a hard thing to accept, so trying to stay positive can be grim sometimes. But we are here for you, and know what you are going through, and you aren't alone in feeling the way you do. I feel better when writing poetry, and statements to inspire others with Alopecia, perhaps you could try it too! Read my blogs, I hope that they will make you smile (: x
Comment by Felicia on April 11, 2013 at 1:15pm

Ok I just read your first post. The first thing I would do would ask myself if I really needed those pills. I would forget about my hair and focus on my inner health. What you are going through sounds terrible and I wouldn't wish it upon anybody.

I changed my diet and the poisons I was sticking in my body and a whole new world opened up for me. Before , I was in so much pain that I couldn't go to the bathroom by myself or take care of my personal hygiene. It was slow recovery but I am here now to tell about it. There is a rainbow after the storm and all you have to do is want it bad enough to make the changes. Right now your hair is a secondary problem. Take care of your mind (thoughts) and body(Nutrition). Be diligent but yet be patient and gentle with yourself. By then, if your hair hasn't already grown back, your mind and body will be in a better place and you will be at peace with yourself "as is".

I wish you peace and serenity (((HUggs)))

Comment by LilyBell*Murphy'sLawLuvsMe on April 13, 2013 at 10:05pm

Have you had a scalp biopsy to try to identify the cause of hair loss. It could be from stress - or lack of proper nutrition due to all you have been through. Also anesthesia can cause hair loss. Also you seem seriously clinically depressed from all you have had to deal with and perhaps an antidepressant might help you to cope a little better. I know it is hard. Very hard. I am so sorry for all you are having to deal with.

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