Getting ready to move to Dallas Texas and out of the 2 emotions there truly are love and fear. And I am scared out of my wits about entering back into my old stomping ground where I grew up and lost my hair and is a big city. I feel all of my defenses coming up, protection mode ie: fight mode. Anxiety. Rapid heart. Also just about three weeks ago quit my antidepressents too which was a good thing for me. I will be moving in one week. Feeling like I need to bend over and breathe into a brown paper bag to calm down. I get angry because I don't want to cry. Feeling like Im over preparing for future haters. When I think I really need to let my haters become my motivators I breathe a little better. There is just a lot going on and I'm sure coming off citolapram is playing a part. I feel raw. Sober too. No protection. Just me. breathe...

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Comment by Tallgirl on March 25, 2012 at 12:49am

You have displayed a lot of humor here in the last week. I'd bet you could channel whatever happens into an excellent comedy routine or mini-series for those journals,letters and dinner conversations with the True Friends...or us!

Comment by Kristine on March 25, 2012 at 10:38am

Tallgirl, Thank you and your so right. I should get in crane position like Ralph Macchio did in The Karate Kid scare em off like I'm about to go Karate on them. I will most def keep you posted. Thank you for being a true friend amigo.

Comment by Kristine on March 25, 2012 at 10:45am

Riana, You are so right. I need to be right here and right now life is beautiful. It's draining my energy and my throat chakra is flareing like throbbing for nothing. When I get to Dallas I would like to sign up for a martial arts class just to redirect the anger and do kick ass if needed. Cause at this point I canm totally get in crane position but that's about it oh and and the scary vocal I can do that but after that I would simply dislocate a knee and make a complete fool out of myself. You said Enjoy Life to the Max. Max is my sons name. I'm going to go enjoy him instead of wasting time thinking bout future haters. Thank you...

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