i'm in this spot where i think i'm not worried about alopecia and lupus or even getting pregnant, i have work which is going well, our finances are better, renovating a bit. its all happening.
a few niggling feelings like doctors appointments i have to make and things still to do.

yesterday i looked in the mirror and saw a spot on my face that looks like its lost pigmentation... i wonder if thats because of lupus. and i have to go see a fertility specialist. but the doctor refered me to a public hospital that has an 18 month waiting list... and then i keep on seeing ads for foster parents. i would love to do that, but i keep thinking are we to young, do they want u to have experience with kids already... i dont know.

but i'm not thinking about it half as much as i was and i'm going away for a lil easter holiday by the beach no house, no pets, no husband! ahha cant wait!