I have been struggling for so long.. And the biggest struggle has been not admitting to myself that I was struggling with my bald head.
I have been wearing wigs for 12-13 years now.
I have been waking up struggling with the fact that I thought I was the one that wanted to wear wigs everyday to school and work.
I have been working so hard convincing myself that I am the girl with ALOT of hair, when I have been ignoring the beautiful girl with no hair.
I have been hiding behind these wigs thinking I was nothing without them. I have been waking up thinking if I didn't wear a wig I would not be recognized as a woman. They would think I was a boy. The would think I was ugly.
I've been sleeping with wigs because I thought every man I met would leave me if they saw what I really looked like. Because who would ever fall in love with a bald girl?
I have been hurting myself physically by wearing synthetic or human wigs on my head at least 340 days a year. But most of all I have been hurting the beautiful bald girl that has been struggling being suffocated and silent by wigs... Just because I didn't want to be different.
I have finally came to realize that I am beautiful just the way I am.
It took my 13 years and it has been so difficult. But here I am.
I hope I can now help women, especially the young beautiful women out there struggling with the same thing that I was.
I hope I can help you open your eyes and see your beauty & worth. Because you are perfect. Just the way you are.
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