Well, what can I say... after all this time has past!

It has been over a year now since I lost all my hair.

Everything was going great, so I thought!

Damn! I don't deal with stress as well as I used too.

I lost my hair in October, a year has now past...

My hair grew all back, oh what joy it brought to my heart.

The tears that once streamed down my face has stopped...

The pain that I could not bare no more has eased.

With the love and support I have recieved from loved ones,

I managed to share a little smile and sigh of relief, until...

October has come and gone once again, I find a tiny bald spot!

Which has been spreading and spreading on the top of my head.

In my heart I knew...

I thought I'd be ready, and willing to accept that I am stuck with having Alopecia for the REST OF MY LIFE!

Why me? Oh Dear Lord! What have I ever done, do deserve all this!

Please forgive me if I have done wrong...

I was just coming out of my cell,

I have found the key... I not too sure how?

But I thought I was set free!

The flutters in my chest, have been more an more lately.

Fear has come over me once again...

I have been seeing a doctor in Vancouver BC

I have been recieving needles every 6 weeks, then he says I don't have to go back.

If I find any spots I must return to his office a.s.a.p!

I find this tiny spot on the top of my head,

The Nurse sends me to Prince Rupert,

He states that he can give me the needle treatments there.

Have my ears decieved me lol

I thought oh okay... he must know what he is doing? He is the DOCTOR!

After my 1st treatment, he says come back in 2 WEEKS!!

I look at him in confusion. But I used to get them every 6 weeks!

Okay your the doctor, I recieve about 3 treatments with him.

Then another with another doctor because he was not available at the time of my treatment date.

I bring something to the attention of my doctor,

bumps that felt like dents in my head.

You are going to be sent to see your doctor in Vancouver!

Now that doctor says the ppl in Prince Rupert have been giving my treatment to close together.

My scalp has been so sensitive latley, headaches every other day!

How am I going to get through this...

How, how! HOW! damn it!

I don't understand all this!

What do I do now...?????????