Well I didn't do the last round of injections. i have to stop myself from counting the hairs on my head to make sure i didn't lose any more, but i have been ok with it. I HAVE LOST 6 POUNDS!!! That feels really good. i have just been watching what i eat and taking walks or doing some of my work out tapes ( i think i own every one) i just had to clean all the dust off of them. he he he....
i am kind of at a stand still with my life right now. i am moving back down to spring,tx in feb or march and am seriously thinking about going back to school. im thinking about nursing but i don't know. i have to think about it. i want something that i can have fun at.
i have come to the conclusion that happiness is a choice. that i have to make a conscious decision to be happy and not let what is going on on the outside to effect that. i really just have to get up every morning and tell myself this is going to be a good day. i have been so up and down with my hair loss but why?? me stressing and crying and yelling at God is not getting my hair back and may well be making it fall out faster.
when i first thought about that i kind of told myself that it will never work, but it actually does. you can stop your thought patterns. you can't stop thoughts from coming into your head, but you can redirect them once you realize what is going on.
so i have decided that i am going to be ok. that my life so far has pretty much been taking what comes and going with it. i am not going to live that way anymore. i am going to make decisions and work towards them, i am getting excited about the future.
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