I went to the Dermatogist January 19th and got topical steroids to try, 2 weeks on 2 weeks off. I did it for first two weeks but then i decided im not going to bother anymore! Its not a for sure thing, and I really dont want the false hope of it growing back in and then fallling out again some time in the future, Im ok with being bald now. anyway... my roomate is doing nursing and for a project she is going to do it on Alopecia and have me speak, so today we started and she looked at my head and said it looks like its growing back in, in some spots... she took a picture of the back and showed me and it kind of does... then i went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror and two of my spots that i can see do have little hairs coming back!!

The worst part of this.... I'm actually mad that my hair is growing back.. Im circling between all types of alopecia as the only hair on my body is armpits, private areas, and top eyelashes.. I dont want to have false hope.. If i have to have alopecia, i just want universalis, take it all away and leave me alone.. Does anyone else feel like that? Im ordering my freedom wig soon, and going to contnue shaving... its not fully coming back.. but if it does.. i dont know if i will bother letting it grow out or not!