Hey...

So, I can't decide if I'm happy that I haven't lost all of my hair yet, or if I wish it would just all fall out. Which would you prefer?

People stare... they probably don't mean anything by it, but it affects me. My doctor is so ambivalent about the whole issue; He just sorta looks at it every check up and is like "nothing to worry about". My wife has been incredibly supportive, which has helped me get back into the groove of things. I'm working again and thinking about heading back to school.

However, it's this site that keeps me going. Everyone here is so incredibly brave. I look at all of you and I'm always like, if I were you I wouldn't care because you are all still so attractive. I just don't feel like I'm the same person anymore. I've always had a tough go at life, but somehow I stayed so optimistic and enthusiastic. I've lost that and I really want to get it back. I really hope I do.

Today I just want to thank every one of you. I was really lost when all this started happening. I'm so appreciative that I found you all. I haven't talked to many of you, but I've been to so many pages and read so many blog posts. Keep it up everyone!!!