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This just sucks
My family isn't helping that much. and my grades are dropping and they keep yelling at me! it just makes me feel more worst!
My mom is not healthy and just lays on the couch all day, while my day hides at work. My mom owns 4 cats and loves them more then me. My dad just keeps yelling at me and telling me how bad i am.
I am the youngest out of three girls, both my sisters did drugs had sex and drank.
I'm still a virgin i never used drugs to make me feel happy and i never party or drink. and they make me feel like the worst kid ever. and i already hate myself enough.
My parents put on a show for everyone who walks into the door besides me. I am 15 almost 16 and i have to nurse my 50 year old mother and no help from my dad! he is to busy with other things... dating (yet he is still married), working (he has a problem with working for fun and to much), and an angry issue! and im the only one left in this family to not move out.. i cant. if i could i would in a heart beat.
i hate myself and my life. why me.
to top it.. i am losing every single hair on my body. and i can't take it!!!
help me. i don't know what to do!
~alex
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Comment by Linda on December 1, 2011 at 9:24pm
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Alex ...first things first ...school should be your primary focus and I am so sorry you are going through this. When you say your mom is not healthy...who takes care of her during the day? I'm sorry...but for your father to yell at you for being bad is just a copout so he doesn't have to deal with any sort of responsibility with your mom. Don't you go blaming yourself for any of it and don't feed into your dad's BS! I'm sure for all the wrongs he's doing and the guilt he should be feeling is just a way to pass his frustrations on to you. If your mom is yelling at you ... I would back off a bit and just continue taking care of buisness. Let your mom know that you are there for her. If someone is yelling at me for no reason I will walk away or go into another room until they calm down...or better yet I get into my car and leave, walk whatever!! I hope things get a bit better for you...hang in there!!!
Linda
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Comment by PaulJ on December 1, 2011 at 9:58pm
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Sorry to hear your not feeling the best. You have a lot going on in your life and it can all pile up and seem so overwhelming sometimes, but it can get better. I remember when I was a teenage it was the same for me (I've been AU since I was 4 or 5)
Have you talked about these feelings you have with your Mom and\or Dad ?
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Comment by Tallgirl on December 1, 2011 at 11:06pm
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Call Al-Anon and find out where to go to meetings near you. Plan for college, and start saving up proof of your skills, talents, grades and clubs for college applications. Write to colleges for catelogs and CDs...when they start arriving, people will take you a bit more seriously. Talk to a teacher, counselor, church youth leader and an aunt about some of this, and go shopping with them if Mom waon't get off the couch. You can plan your age-18 or older move now. I kept kitchen items for a some-day apartment in a "hopeless" chest: it helped me dream of my future as a professional artist!
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Comment by lauren on December 6, 2011 at 12:53pm
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Im sorry things aren't going great right now and i know it feels like everything is piling up and you just want to escape. But you gotta take it all slowly and one thing at a time. Concentrate on your grades and then worry about the other stuff. If you need anyone to talk/vent to I'm here for you.
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