I dont know why but this whole blog thing intimidates me. It is as if, if I blog then everyone will know this dark secret I keep. Maybe this is the road to dealing with my AA(which has been a long one). I fortunately have been able to hide my spots for 4 years and coming up to my half year it is starting to show, and I mean everywhere. Any angle I take a peak in the back and can see a spot smiling at me. Even in the front it is as if I have this receding hairline that people pretend not to notice. Im always in a hat and at the gym I bring a mirror to check the back just in case that spot is smiling at me again!
Anyways, I have done many types of medications. Steriod injections did work but made me incredibly sluggish and the creams and serum caused some burning. Of course then during the mist of it all I am left insuranceless and decided to take alternative routes. This might sound a little crazy but I try to hang upside down on the edge of my bed for at least 10 mins a day. Yes, crazy, but yoginis say it is the path to living forever( or something like that). It has actually made me feel and think more positively! And, in a way it has been working. I unfortunately went to a holistic doctor and we gave me all these types of herbs and vitamins and months later my alopecia has never been worse! I will not blame him but it makes me feel used and stepped on. Maybe that was his way of making me come back? Or maybe that is what was meant to happen for me to start thinking more positively and hanging upside down everyday (hey sometimes you need to look at this upside down!) But now I am 2 weeks into this Dr. Shan homeopathic medication. Its cheaper then that Dr. Shumuel Gohen (?) and easy to take! You just take these 4 tiny little pills 3 times a day! I am lucky to begin with I might add that I have seen regrowth to begin with on my ophiasis alopecia(the snake like pattern). But I am hoping this will work because I need my confidence back! I keep saying to everyone that if I had all my hair I would do this or that or this. And I want my confidence back to do anything without needing to run into the bathroom every 2 seconds or even having to always wear a hat! Frangrance free shampoos and conditioners have helped calm the shedding down as well as tea tree oil shampoos (smells great and feels good...giovanni organic hair care)I have also read that rosemary oil and jojoba oils in shampoos will calm down the shed. Anyways I dont know why I was so encouraged to write this but you all are so amazing and inspiring. Thankyou for being braver then I could ever be!!!!!!!!!!!!
-Rachael
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