At 04.00 am I found a new spot. It wasn't there last week. And first I said a lot of ugly words, cursing my stupid hair. (something I do when I find new spots). But this morning when I woke up it felt okay. It's so weird because ever since I found this site I have been staring to accepte the fact that alopecia is a part of my life. (5 years after I was diagnosed!)
Because I felt so good about it I wanted to read more about it online (earlier I didn't want anything to do with it, I've dissed my alopecia for years!) but I wasn't ready to show the whole office what kind of sites I was surfing. So I went behind one of our radiostudios(dark and isolated from sounds) I felt really sneaky while sitting there in the dark surfing the net for alopecia. And there it was! The event I so badly want to come and film at. I think it has to be the fate,(I do not belivie in fate but this is so sick and weird and so coincidence-ish).
In Stockholm there will be held an event for people with alopecia, Saturday. And I was looking for things to film an do stories about for the Tv-station i work-practice for two more weeks. I want to do something that means a lot to me and at the same time admit to all the people who would see this that I got this disease. I've been jumping around the office the whole afternoon just because I found something that could not only help spreading the word around about this disease noone heard of, but also help me in the process of accepting that loosing hair is now a part of me,.

And hopefully they'll let me come and interview some people and film at the event. I do hope so, because it would mean the world to me to be able to combine something I love doing(filming) with something that is such a big part of me(alopecia).

I did some creative stuff in Photoshop (I'm a sucker for photoshop) with my spots. Nr. 1, 2 and 3.
I haven't lost much hair this winter, only this below.