I feel like I shouldn't be here. But I don't have any other people to talk to well I have friends but I don't feel that I can talk to them because they have the one thing I want more then anything in the world and wouldn't understand the way I feel about my appearance as they don't have the same problem as I do. I haven't been told I have alopica or any form of Hairloss because I haven't been to the doctors. I don't want to go because if I do have anything like that then that's me 'Natasha with alopica' and I can't deal with that not because I find anything wrong with it but because I've no confidence at all. I never used to have thin hair, it started when I was 10 just after my parents split I think I lost my hair due to stress and it's never grown back it's just getting worse. I stick my hair up in the hope that no one will look and judge me but I know people do they stare and then whisper to whoever they're with and I try and pretend not to see but I do and it hurts like so much. I do own a real hair wig but I don't even have the confidence to wear that either I worry far to much hay it's going to blow off or people will notice it's not my real hair.. I feel that I can't get a job because of my hair and no guy will ckme near me :( I'm so fed up and I can't seem to pick myself up.