Hi Everyone!!
I have thought long and hard about updating on Alopecia World - I didn't want to upset anyone with my good news...but then thought...HEY...If this could give even one person a bit of hope...it's very much worth it!!
The good news is that I have 100% complete regrowth. I shaved my head on January 24th 2009, and by October 2009, the last patch had grown over.
One year later, I am patch free and just waiting for my hair to grow long again. I still have thoughts in the back of my mind...will it stay?? I still see hairs falling out - but a "normal" amount. Sometimes, even seeing 1 hair will make me wonder...But the anxiety and worry is slowly subsiding. I've never had short hair, and still have yet to adjust to it - But at the same time...I am SO very thankful for what I do have.
It has been one heck of a year!! I look back and can now see how up and down my emotions were. Even the days I thought I was doing good...I really wasn't. But sometimes we need to lie to ourselves to keep moving forward...until one day, you might actually believe it. I think I can honestly say that I was in a state of depression for the first 4 months...It's all kind of a blur to me now...But, I know that I did my very best...even if my best wasn't always that "great". If I didn't have such an amazing support system....I'm not sure where I'd be!! Thanks baby, I love you!
I feel that I am now ready to move forward in my life in the most positive of ways! Being diagnosed with AA was only one year ago...but what I have learned from it...will last me a life time. I wouldn't be who I am today without going through it...and for that...I'm so thankful!
I pray that my story will inspire others to keep faith that it IS possible your hair just might decide to come back...But if it doesn't...embrace the beauty that comes along with Alopecia...I've seen so many people with no hair...and I think it's gorgeous...that is how I would do it...if it ever came to that again!
I wish everyone a beautiful New Year!
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