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Hi Sadele I just accepted it and sent you a message.
Hi Susan,
I emailed Dr. King about my progressive shedding and he said that Xeljanz works, although "it is incomplete". I really don't like to profess this, but I am in a very, very stressful marriage. In the depths of my heart I think it is the catalyst of my Alopecia. And unfortunately there are bad days mixed in with the good... but I am an incredibly sensitive person and the daily things that happen really get to me. I actually feel my blood prickle through my veins, which I know is a result of being in a high-conflict situation. It's a physical feeling I have and I think my body just found a way to deal with it (attacking my hair). Things have been better, but something happened in February that crushed me...and it still runs through my mind which is not good for my well being. So perhaps my shedding is a result of that... I'm not sure.
What I do know, is that like you, I am very healthy...Running, yoga, prayer, passionate about my career, grateful for my healthy daughter and naturally a peaceful person. And I believe that my future does not include Alopecia. Or hair loss for that matter.
I got a bit obsessed with supplements as well, so maybe this is something to the shedding... again, I don't know... that's the frustrating part, I just don't know. I would say I'm pretty intelligent and sensible, so the "not knowing" is a constant battle.
Everyday that I drive to work I listen to an uplifting podcast and think to myself, "today will be the beginning of a new chapter in my life", and it's that thinking that gets me through the 24 hours. I'm not going to lie, it sucks to lose beautiful hair, lashes and eyebrows... it SUCKS. Nothing has sucked more than this. But I still have hope that with inner strength I will preserver.. I will get my marriage back and I will get my hair back. Damit.
This was probably an unnecessary post, but I actually feel a bit lighter.. so thank you for not judging and for having an understanding that most don't have.
Serina
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