Hello everyone,

I know that this topic has been repeated several times, but now I'm taking a look at my life now compared to my pre-AA years. I have only had it for 2 years (I am 21 now), and I feel like it has defined me, but I do not feel as happy. It is not even noticeable to the public, which is the toughest part I believe.

I almost feel angry for no reason, and I don't want to be. I feel like I'm depressed when I am in public. I don't feel as energized and don't laugh as…