carnival is coming up in my town. its a big event every1 is there. i love going on rides and talking to carnies( some are really nice!) i see everbody there and im horrified!!!! i cant go on rides, at least i dont think i can, because my bandana will fall off. thats got me down but im more scared about people asking me about my hair and worst of all im scared of someone pulling my bandana off(it has happened before)!!! i wont were my wig because i dont were it i perfer bandanas but can anyone… Continue

not much is happening with me my hair is growing back super good. i hope 2 get a short haircut at the end of summer. so i thought i should post a blog and tell all my friends how im doing (: i dont usually wear my wig because it is warm and itchy so i wear my bandanas. i think that it is kinda funny cause this summer im going to the dermotologist and last summer i had to go to physical therapy, one of my legs is longer than the other, i only wonder what next summer will bring?!? so yah im good… Continue

i have been having these weird dreams about bald girls i have no idea what they mean. ill tell you guys a few

Last night -I WAS IN A BIG BLACK ROOM AND ALL I COULD SEE WAS BLACK UNTIL SUDDEMLY A REALLY TALL BALD GIRL CAME IN AND I FREAKED OUT AND I STARTED RUNNING BUT ALL THERE WAS WAS BLACK SO I DIDNT GO ANYWERE.



WEDENSDAY- I WAS AT A BIG FANCY HOTEL AND TWO BALD GIRLS CAME UP AND TALKED TO ME THEY WERE VERY NICE BUT THEY SHAVED THERE HEADS BECAUSE THEY DIDNT LIKE HAIR I… Continue

the song that always makes me cry is sara beth by rascal flatts it always reminds me how lucky i am im listening to rite now and im crying im serious this song is beautiful you need to listen to it!!!! and watch the video its so emotional i love it its so sad and happy.... i usually dont like country music but i love this song if you listen to this song, which you have to watch the video to, please tell me what you think about it i no everyone on this site will love it, trust me part of it is… Continue

im so happy i got a wig!!!! it is itchy and really puffy but i styled it to look really nice and almost looks completely real!!! gosh im so happy!! and im also more happy that my hair is coming back!! i use nixon shampoo and it totally works and some of my hair is like a quarter inch long already!!!! it is so exciting everything is making me happy today:) and im actually glad i got alopecia it is making me stronger and it will give me a good story to tell people when i get older and got all my… Continue

so i went 2 the demotologist 2day didnt go so good.....so me and my mom drove 1 hour 2 get there and my dad was working down there so he helped us find are way. when we got there we got in right away everything was going good they told us a doctor would be down there soon but 3o minutes later the nurse came back and say my doctor back home didnt send the blood test to the dermotologist and they had 2 get them so they sent me back to the waiting room and 30 more minutes later they sent us back… Continue

so i havent told u guys about my hair lately so, i think i mite as well tell u now. i lost about95% of my hair. its all gone on top and bottom and most in the middle. so 2 cover up my bald head i wear a scarf and make 2 tiny braids. im going 2 the dermotologist 2morrow i dont no what 2 expect

mrs.almos was a teacher i had for one class in fourth grade so, i didnt no her that well but i always thought she was nice..... this year she was diagnosed with breast cancer shes bald and really sick...... my mom saw her today in the grocery store my mom was talking 2 her, i wasnt there so my mom told me this, she told my mom how she heard about me and that me and her were strong and can get through this thank u mrs.almos



GOALS

i am going 2 set some goals. i learned in health… Continue

so my friends birthday was yesterday and she had a swimming party and went out to eat in this not so fancy restraunt but we all wore pretty dresses anyway it was a pretty fun party overall i thought the swimming part was okay it would have been funner if one of the girls would stop gossiping but the restraunt was sooooooo fun i bet everyone there thought we were nuts cuz we were so loud but i was aweome

yes today was the day i finally accepted me alopecia and all i was so suprised at school 2day that i didnt care what people said and being upsessed with wondering if my bald spots were showing(:i dont know how it happened or how but im loving it

2day i was on my email and saw i got an ecard from my dear friend lauren so i went 2 see what it was and it was the most beautifulest thing i evr have seen she is soooooo nice and understanding

until 2day i almost 4got i had ordered a wig off the internet but, it came 2day and man is it ugly!!!! thats ok though considering it was only like$10 well oh well im still getting a nicer wig but man is this wig ugly