i havent written in the longes time. and what i am about to write is happy.

i got my hair peice for the back of my head. its great. looks wonderful im so happy about it. the hair piece made me feel better that in fact more hair is growing back. ive also realized that being happy as much as possible is a good thing. life is too short and i should be happy, i am young still! so my new goal is to be happy and to smile. my report card for the end of the year came in. HONOR ROLL! ive stopped… Continue

today i decieded agianst the extensions and went out in the world with my bald back head. it was challenging and exciting. exciting because this is a big step for me in my decision in shaving my head. to be comfortable with me. to show the world this is me. i have alopecia, and feel free to stare, i would be curious too.



challenging because first i was unsure i kept playing with the little hair i had. than i stopped. took a deep breath and walked around being comfortable with who i… Continue

today is such a good day for me. its good because it was cloudy and almost raining, i love the rain. its good because i kept my hair down today in a small headband, and even though i looked like i lost a ton of hair, i was glad i had the hair i did. i didnt loose my self today. i read awesome comments and i saw how good a wig can look. i decided if this cream im using doesnt help and i loose even more hair. i will go bald and beautiful.



no this deccison was not something i just made… Continue

i really dont know what to write. its late...so my brain is all fuzzy.



ill start here:



i went on a little vacation with my family. it was good. i went with my mom, dad, sisters, and grandparents.

while i was getting ready my grandmother(nonna; in italian) saw my hair loss .lets just say it was evident that she was affected by it. she got rly quite. than she asked me how it was doing? i told her i was losing more. she said " thats okay, if i have to sell my house to… Continue

wow, even though i havent gotten a ton of comments the ones that i have gotten made me so happy. thanks so much. i showed my parents and they are happy i have found a way to express what i am going through.



i rly like the blog. i enjoy writing so much. even if no one reads this. ill have fun with it. i am currently hoping that after high school i will major in music and english. that is what i will focous on school and the college id like to go to. my gardes and having a good time… Continue

i can not get past this. i will try and stay positive. life goes on and things change. maybe this is only temporary. as i am a teen and our bodies change. i pray to god please please let my hair grow back and the others who are feeling the same.



im a nervous person so i need to find something to keep me calm.



music is something that i am so passionate about its almost ridiculous.



all i think about is " is it going to fall out?, please dont fall out!" im… Continue