today is such a good day for me. its good because it was cloudy and almost raining, i love the rain. its good because i kept my hair down today in a small headband, and even though i looked like i lost a ton of hair, i was glad i had the hair i did. i didnt loose my self today. i read awesome comments and i saw how good a wig can look. i decided if this cream im using doesnt help and i loose even more hair. i will go bald and beautiful.

no this deccison was not something i just made up out of a good day and thought all days will follow as good as this. its somehting i have been thinking about and i have now made a solid decison on. if i do have to make such a decision i will. ive always wanted to see how id look as a brunette. so why not take the oppurtunity to do so and get a wig when a bad situtaion happens and make it into something wonderful.

tomorrow will be good because my mother is taking me to this litttle town here in the suburbs surronding chicago. i love the little stores it has and the tiny cozy resturants. my friend is also going to hang out with me later. and my cousins will be sleeping over. im on spring break. even though the weather here is in the high 30s and low 40s.

i will write agian soon

<3,
lauren

ps-hair update, hair is starting to grow slowly but surely tiny baby peach fuzz. in the back. hey its something. ill pray that god can help everyone have hair grow back because we all deserve a miracle.