At the moment I`m in one of those depressive states and I think my sense of humour and pride just help me to manage through the day. I just cannot get myself to feel better.I feel so unmotivated and this is worrying me.I always managed to find something to keep me going such as study/work or developing a new interest and those blessed affirmations used in NLP......it`s just not working:(

And believe it or not I sometimes found offensive the joie de vivre and egocenticism of certain… Continue

Guess what? Men ADORE SHOPPING. Really!!! they love lists especially CHECKLIST MEN Those men who have a list of specifications of their ideal woman(and I thought shopping was a woman`s pastime lol). So basically the fundamentals
1.Looks
2.Character
3.Status(career etc)

not necessarily in that order........... I have passed the Character test, The Status test and the Looks test (well they find me attractive but the Hair test (EPIC FAIL)

I`ve become an expert at dating :P.I flirt, tease and know how to look sexy.Most times I manage to attract a guy`s attention then on to some action, the usual stuff but touching my hair"wig" is out of bounds and obviosly the guy would not know why my behaviour is so weird.Anyways I find it hard to take it on to the next level(deeper level) ie to be honest about my condition and open up,so i spent most of my teenage years avoiding relationships... until recently I knew I had to face my fears.I… Continue