so my second time wasnt much better.... i went to the same mean dermotologist who still insisted i had trichmillia and let me tell you guys i no im 100% positive i dont pull my hair out 100% positive. she said it looks like trichmillia and that she want me to have a biopsy and no way i mean no way am i letting her do that to me. maybe if i trust ed the doctor but not her, so my mom thought i should do it but i said no it would hurt a lot and i dont trust my doctor so my mom said i was going to…
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Added by Nikki Mans on July 28, 2009 at 5:19pm —
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my dad works construction for a company called arcon. arcon is going to go into dept soon so they are quitting. that means no work for my dad, no money and worst of all no health insurance. i have been stressing out a lot and also losing hair, again i cry a lot these days i dont want to go through it again . but of course i am. im trying not to stress out but its not helping. i dont know what to do...
Added by Nikki Mans on July 20, 2009 at 4:17pm —
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so the carnival went great used double-stick tape or watevever its called! but it went great didnt fall off and everyone thought i shaved my head for spencer(a local teen with cancer!so sad!!!) but anyway that was good but i just shaked my head and went to hang out with my friends though later i told them i had alopecia but still i had a great time! thanks to everyone who helped me with this situation.
Added by Nikki Mans on July 12, 2009 at 8:40pm —
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going 2 carnival 2day hope it goes well cant rite because my friends are over but i tell u later how it went
Added by Nikki Mans on July 10, 2009 at 11:00am —
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i went camping with my dad mom brother uncle aunt 2 cousins one's boyfriend and 2 second cousins. hope you got all that!we went camping in wisconsin and most of the time i was tubing out by the fire on the swings riding my bike and just hanging out! it was definately awesome! i had so much fun i almost forgot that i had no hair! we went and saw fireworks across the lake it look like 200 pics of my family and i tried to take pics of fireworks but most were black! but i had fun and lots of…
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Added by Nikki Mans on July 6, 2009 at 8:40pm —
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yes i do love all my friends here on alopecia world! you guys helped me so much and because of you i acept myself! i learned im strong because of you guys!thanks so much. if you any of you want to talk or need advice come to me i would love to help, since you all helped me so much! i wish everyone who reads this the best of luck!
Added by Nikki Mans on July 1, 2009 at 11:05am —
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carnival is coming up in my town. its a big event every1 is there. i love going on rides and talking to carnies( some are really nice!) i see everbody there and im horrified!!!! i cant go on rides, at least i dont think i can, because my bandana will fall off. thats got me down but im more scared about people asking me about my hair and worst of all im scared of someone pulling my bandana off(it has happened before)!!! i wont were my wig because i dont were it i perfer bandanas but can anyone…
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Added by Nikki Mans on June 30, 2009 at 8:11pm —
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not much is happening with me my hair is growing back super good. i hope 2 get a short haircut at the end of summer. so i thought i should post a blog and tell all my friends how im doing (: i dont usually wear my wig because it is warm and itchy so i wear my bandanas. i think that it is kinda funny cause this summer im going to the dermotologist and last summer i had to go to physical therapy, one of my legs is longer than the other, i only wonder what next summer will bring?!? so yah im good…
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Added by Nikki Mans on June 23, 2009 at 12:27pm —
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i have been having these weird dreams about bald girls i have no idea what they mean. ill tell you guys a few
Last night -I WAS IN A BIG BLACK ROOM AND ALL I COULD SEE WAS BLACK UNTIL SUDDEMLY A REALLY TALL BALD GIRL CAME IN AND I FREAKED OUT AND I STARTED RUNNING BUT ALL THERE WAS WAS BLACK SO I DIDNT GO ANYWERE.
WEDENSDAY- I WAS AT A BIG FANCY HOTEL AND TWO BALD GIRLS CAME UP AND TALKED TO ME THEY WERE VERY NICE BUT THEY SHAVED THERE HEADS BECAUSE THEY DIDNT LIKE HAIR I…
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Added by Nikki Mans on June 18, 2009 at 12:20pm —
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the song that always makes me cry is sara beth by rascal flatts it always reminds me how lucky i am im listening to rite now and im crying im serious this song is beautiful you need to listen to it!!!! and watch the video its so emotional i love it its so sad and happy.... i usually dont like country music but i love this song if you listen to this song, which you have to watch the video to, please tell me what you think about it i no everyone on this site will love it, trust me part of it is…
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Added by Nikki Mans on June 16, 2009 at 3:02pm —
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im so happy i got a wig!!!! it is itchy and really puffy but i styled it to look really nice and almost looks completely real!!! gosh im so happy!! and im also more happy that my hair is coming back!! i use nixon shampoo and it totally works and some of my hair is like a quarter inch long already!!!! it is so exciting everything is making me happy today:) and im actually glad i got alopecia it is making me stronger and it will give me a good story to tell people when i get older and got all my…
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Added by Nikki Mans on June 13, 2009 at 10:51am —
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so i went 2 the demotologist 2day didnt go so good.....so me and my mom drove 1 hour 2 get there and my dad was working down there so he helped us find are way. when we got there we got in right away everything was going good they told us a doctor would be down there soon but 3o minutes later the nurse came back and say my doctor back home didnt send the blood test to the dermotologist and they had 2 get them so they sent me back to the waiting room and 30 more minutes later they sent us back…
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Added by Nikki Mans on June 8, 2009 at 8:45pm —
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so i havent told u guys about my hair lately so, i think i mite as well tell u now. i lost about95% of my hair. its all gone on top and bottom and most in the middle. so 2 cover up my bald head i wear a scarf and make 2 tiny braids. im going 2 the dermotologist 2morrow i dont no what 2 expect
Added by Nikki Mans on June 7, 2009 at 4:44pm —
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mrs.almos was a teacher i had for one class in fourth grade so, i didnt no her that well but i always thought she was nice..... this year she was diagnosed with breast cancer shes bald and really sick...... my mom saw her today in the grocery store my mom was talking 2 her, i wasnt there so my mom told me this, she told my mom how she heard about me and that me and her were strong and can get through this thank u mrs.almos
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i am going 2 set some goals. i learned in health…
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Added by Nikki Mans on June 5, 2009 at 6:00pm —
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so my friends birthday was yesterday and she had a swimming party and went out to eat in this not so fancy restraunt but we all wore pretty dresses anyway it was a pretty fun party overall i thought the swimming part was okay it would have been funner if one of the girls would stop gossiping but the restraunt was sooooooo fun i bet everyone there thought we were nuts cuz we were so loud but i was aweome
Added by Nikki Mans on June 4, 2009 at 12:00pm —
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yes today was the day i finally accepted me alopecia and all i was so suprised at school 2day that i didnt care what people said and being upsessed with wondering if my bald spots were showing(:i dont know how it happened or how but im loving it
Added by Nikki Mans on June 2, 2009 at 8:20pm —
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2day i was on my email and saw i got an ecard from my dear friend lauren so i went 2 see what it was and it was the most beautifulest thing i evr have seen she is soooooo nice and understanding
until 2day i almost 4got i had ordered a wig off the internet but, it came 2day and man is it ugly!!!! thats ok though considering it was only like$10 well oh well im still getting a nicer wig but man is this wig ugly
Added by Nikki Mans on June 1, 2009 at 8:03pm —
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i have been going through a lot these days and until today i thought this was the worst thing that could happen to me but i was wrong i could have cancer or have some1 close to me die and have my house burn down and stuff like that and now i feel pretty lucky just to have aa
today;
not much happened 2day i have finals tomorrow and i am sooooooooooooo happy i only have 4 days until schools over
Added by Nikki Mans on May 28, 2009 at 6:03pm —
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i no i just wrote a blog but since then a lot happened!! so if u read my other blogs u would now i ordered 1 wig the lady you ordered me the wig was nice and gave it to us for$175 instead for the usually price of$300!!! and to help us out more she said our insurance should pay for most of cost but to make sure my mom called them tonight to make sure they would but they said they wouldntbecause it ISNT AN ILLNESS!!!!! ok so bye now i was really mad but then my mom asked about cancer patients and…
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Added by Nikki Mans on May 27, 2009 at 5:43pm —
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i joined this site a few days ago and im already feeling more confident about myself!! i walk to school not caring about all the mean comments people will say to me. everyone here is so understanding and kind.my bff, nicole, tries to help me but she just doesnt understand what i am going through(not that she doesnt give good advice or anything) and special thanks to mary!! i will be on this site almost everyday but not this weekand cause i am going camping(: with nicole. THANK YOU
Added by Nikki Mans on May 27, 2009 at 5:19pm —
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